Do you know where your heart is?

Let me just start off by saying AHHH!! Ok..now I feel better.

So much this week went on. I was definately put in check with my heart. It was pointed out to me so graciously that I might be doing the wrong things when it comes to boys. Yes..more boy trouble. This guy that I blogged about before decided to tell me he loves me on the way home from church. What did I say?? Not what he wanted to hear, I'll tell you that for sure. I could hear his fragile little heart cracking. "It's not the time for me, I need to focus on other things right now, we are on two different spirituality levels, I don't want a relationship, and you need to focus on other things like giving your life to Christ instead of looking for love from people"...only a few of the things I told him. In the end I know what I did was right because its true!! I think he understood though, because he later told me that he just wants to keep me as his closest friend rather than keep falling in love. So I guess thats that.

Secondly I realized that I have alot of issues on my own heart that I haven't been dealing with. It's funny because these issues were affecting my life in little ways but I wasn't even noticing. How easily we can lose sight of whats really happening inside of us. Most of these issues stem from a lack of self-confidence. I have a bit of soul searching to do. Ill keep you posted.