Please Don't Stop the Music

Music is my life. Everything I do seems to involve music.

I play sing and play guitar, and have a wide collection of songs written. Recently my amazement with God has grown.

Within the past month, I have had songs, both music and lyrics, just come to me in an instant. I don't have to think about what sounds good with what or what rhymes or what have you, it just happens. This is beyond my ability alone to write songs at such a level. I know its God.

This just encourages me that one day I can become a musician. The only thing is I am afraid to sing in front of people. Sometimes I muster up the courage and when I do they always compliment me. But I just don't have the confidence. Maybe it comes with practice. I know when I am pushed and pushed I will sing, but why can't I just do it. I know I can.

I guess what I am saying is that I need the pushing. I need the people around me to continue asking me to sing so I will become comfortable. In the end all I want is to accomplish my dreams.